I ran into my ex-boyfriend last night. I really loved him & I lived with him for 4 1/2 months... but we lived in a tent in the woods... he was a drug dealer.... & Schizophrenic... & he abused me. But I loved him anyway cuz I'm F***ed up. I was having a really bad day & I was going to see my friend & I ran into Kenny [my ex] He recognized me right away & it hurt me to just see him cuz I didn't want to leave him. [my parents had me sent to a program.] but when I saw him I feel in love all over again.

We talked for 4 hours straight. Just talked. He hadn't changed a bit but I sure did. If he had asked me to go away with him I would of. I would of left in a heart beat. But he didn't. He told me he was glad I got help.... & he said he was sorry for ever hurting me....... I know he didn't mean it though.