Recently I went through the roughest time in my young life. I was deeply depressed and I thought the world would be a better place without me. I never realized that I had people around me who did truly care. At first we were just friends helping each other through our issues. He never really knew that I was going to hurt myself. We began to talk more frequent then we had been and I started to see that he was the one thing that was preventing me from being gone. He was just another person and then he became more. I would of never saw him like I do now if I never went through my depression. I was so alone in a dark cold world without any color and he brought a box of crayons and colored my world. I never imagined how much a person could care about another like the way that I care about him. I have been in love before and I have learned that it is more than just holding hands but I never felt these feelings before. Could love and true love be so different?

Hi Anamarie - what a lovely post. I dont think I have ever felt love like that - I thought I did a couple of times but it didn't last the distance. Good for you, enjoy it, grow inside of it and never take it for granted

SK 

Will you be my beauty?

This is the poem that he wrote for me.... its one of the many.. He asked me one night for something about myself for him to wirte about and i told him my green eyes. Yes your right when you say i inspire him BUT he also inspires me. I write again and that is one of the things that I love to do... He makes me so happy. I hope each and everyone of you can find this...

This is a lovely post to read - the joy is just spilling out of the words.

One of the questions you asked Anamaree1708, was whether love and true love could be so different.  I guess I just see it as a broad spectrum.  I have dear friends that I simply love so much that I sometimes think that I can feel my heart hurting from growing by too many sizes and there are others that I simply love with out any of the overwhelming sense of having a heart about to burst.  Then there is the love that I have for the two beautiful children that I have - that's kind of a regular heart bursting love too in spite of the ups and downs of parent hood.  A different kind of love for my immediate family who I know I love more than I actually like - we are almost too different to get on but we do love each other.  Then there is the love of my life my husband - not unconditional love as with our children but definately the kind of love which got mixed up with some incredible industrial strength adhesive and formwork to support that heart of mine that has weird growth spurts just because he  walks into the kitchen.  I often feel like we are the two legs on one body moving together but distinct and separate - don't know if that makes sense in words. 

I think your relationship with your man has rocketted you way up the spectrum and that must feel just great! 

Hey ana 

 i went trough the same thing as you, i met this girl then we talked and shared things helped each other with issues. we grew so much together and became more then friends. I know the love you speak of, i am deep deep in it.  Its a rare thing to have hold on and treasure it ever so dearly, because in a blink of an eye that magic will go away. I hope what happend to me dose not happen to you. 

love rawrs