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• 06/03/2008 @ 15:42 roze said

  

  SHe is so important to you - i guess she is still in jail? Are you lost forever? Tell me more about her other than the latest episode with crack - your story - i would really like to hear it.

• 06/03/2008 @ 16:06 christina34217 said

  

  yeah she's still in jail....and yeah she is really important to me. Maybe I'm the one who is lost because I get the feeling from her that she thinks she is going to walk out of that jail and come right back to the home we shared. But I know her really well and I think she will come back, after she sees her first love, crack cocaine. I know it seems as though I am obsessive about this, but I just have no other way of getting this out of my head.

• 06/03/2008 @ 21:15 roze said

  

  then don't be too readily available - you have yourself and your three boys to find - find space apart from her inside of you - find your strength - however hard it is - she has to do this one for herself -and if it means losing her then maybe it was not meant to be - if she can get there for herself then there is a future, i speak - deeply - from where my own heart lies.

• 07/03/2008 @ 02:46 christina34217 said

  

  I know you're right...but the hardest thging is letting go....

• 07/03/2008 @ 08:49 roze said

  

  I know - it is the hardest thing in life - and yet unless you let go - there is no possibilty of someone finding themself and returning to you whole.