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Brick created on 03/05/2008 @ 22:37

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I just want you to hug me and tell me it will be alright,
I just want to know that all I did was right.
I want to know, am I normal, am I sane?
I need to know it won't happen again.

You told me you cared,
you said I could tell you anything,
so that night I dared
and since then....
NOTHING!

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  • 04/05/2008 @ 12:47 UMxx said
    UMxx

    Hey Jay T, This is a really powerful brick and piece of prose. It is so hard to be brave enough to tell our stories - and then when it scares people - it can't feel worse. the best I can do is send you this big hug. take care UM xx

  • 05/05/2008 @ 06:43 Mebenji said
    Mebenji

    ((Hugs)) dear JayT,
    I'm so sorry you didn't get the response you needed. I know that pain as well, like piling more hurt and injury upon the wounds we already have...there's not much worse. The only thing I am sure will help to ease this pain is giving yourself the love and care you need.
    Never forget, you are on my mind, in my thoughts - and I am listening when you need - I will hear you.
    I know it may seem odd and terrible that a stranger on the Wall is willing to care while that someone who knows you, the one you went to, turns away. That's the problem: facing the reality of someone who knows you is so much more difficult; for some people it is impossible. It is hard to take because you wanted to believe what they told you - you needed that, and now it is not happening. I know it's tough, but just because we need something from someone doesn't mean they are able to give it. That's the awful truth.
    I wish I really could hug you, cry with you, and hug you some more. The most I can offer is to answer when you call. PM me anytime.
    -Mebenji

  • 05/05/2008 @ 20:53 roze said
    roze

    Who is it you want a hug from JayT? This image is so much more stark than many. Thinking of you big time. much love roze

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