I don’t wanna live anymore, I don’t have anything to give anymore. I feel like a cancer in others eyes, ive been hoping for my angel to come and save me. Those ruthless devils, it seems like they kill any angel that comes close to me. I come from the village of the damned, watched two helpless angels and held there hands as they hanged. Their crimson blood ran deep into my soul and made it shutter and crumble. Its like I’ve lost the love for my life, I feel whole but at the same time so empty. All I have left are the chains and the suffocation. My Constricted breath becomes frigid like sharp shards of ice; As I decay demons pray upon me like vultures. I become the hunted; life becomes an endless battle with only one certain outcome. The dark shadow follows me to the ends of the earth, griming at every time it seems I fail. Shackled and beaten by the mercenaries its as if I was a target from the very begging. ive learned so much through the verses of you angle, always giving me your blood, so I could feel how it was to be tortured, beaten and hung. Your blood runs trough me like water ever flowing never ending, blue like the skies. I was tainted by this cruel world taught never to show your kindness and loveable nature. At times I saw my only salvation on the end of the sharp shards of hell, waiting to shed the precious blood that you have given to me. Forgive my nettlesome for I am only a fearful mortal, hoping for my other half to find me, just like you found yours. Angle I thank you for giving me such insight to your life, soul and your love. For my soul feels as if it has live many mortal lives, as much as I don’t want to leave this realm, as much as I don’t want to leave. I cant help to ask for some rest. Can I rest in her arms one last time? Can I caress her with love? Kiss her beauty? Don’t you see that she is my angel, she’s my salvation; she’s the escape that ive always envisioned. She’s the way to the skylines, the way to greatness. I am so happy to have her by my side. I Get down and pray to the souls from up above and hopefully my guardian angel will show me some love Forgive me for my sins and all the shit that I did and hopefully she won't let it reflect onto my next of kin. Forgive this tortured soul; I can see the fear in those around me. I know they see me and they see the devil inside of me. Little do the know that am Apollo’s reincarnation. Erebus calls to me, telling me to go back were I came from. To go back to the darkness, the ill burden place were the darkest of souls go, he tells me that I don’t belong with angles but with devils. Angel do I belong their or do I belong with her? I need the answer for I can feel myself go deeper into slumber. Tartarus the deepest corner of hell, calls forth lends me its secrets.