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Brick created on 01/06/2008 @ 21:28

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ive recently stopped self harming and i am really proud of myself for the way my boyfriend keeps saying he is proud of me but im finding it really difficult!! everytime i have a bad moment i try hurting myself in other ways... less visible ways but i find nothing helps... the only way i can truly find any relief from pent up anger or frustration is to feel the pain of a blade slicing my skin then watching my self bleed, its the most serene feeling i have ever encountered and i know it wont be long until i cut again, i need a different way out!!!! one thats only hurts me.... not my boyfriend etc... x x

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  • 02/06/2008 @ 12:49 UMxx said
    UMxx

    Hello W, Congratulations on stopping harming yourself. Yes it is really difficult but it sounds like your boyfriend has someone to be really proud of ! One day at a time W - try to think about positive ways to release your inner hurts. Take care UM xx

  • 06/08/2008 @ 16:02 why_wnt_ck_save_me said
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    boyfriend is no longer my boyfriend and i was right, i self harmed again severly not long after posting this brick!!! im so dissappointed in my self and my sons face when he visited me in hospital was heartbreaking, im now having counselling, anger management and many other therapies so touch wood i have found the light at the end of the tunnel!!! thankyou x x

  • 07/08/2008 @ 12:57 UMxx said
    UMxx

    Well now, why don't you stay in touch with us here and let us know when you need some support? It sounds like you are working so hard at this and you must feel quite tired and drained at times. But I hope that the pride you feel in dealing with this stuff just makes you feel glad you are you. What a lucky boy to have a brave mum like You! UM xx

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