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• 25/07/2008 @ 16:06 Wolfie said

  

  Hello RavenMoon, it sounds like you are having a very tough time at the moment. Have you sought professional help with whom you can discuss your feelings? I hope you don't mind me saying, but it might be time you did? Stay with us. Wx

• 25/07/2008 @ 18:18 roze said

  

  Hey RavenMoon
  When others are away it can feel doubly isolating. There are always people here who care about you and what you are going through. Want to say some more about what you are feeling at the moment? Love roze

• 25/07/2008 @ 20:26 RavenMoon said

  

  I WISH I could afford some kind of therapist or something useful at this point. I don't have insurance and I am pretty much at a 0 balance on savings, It just isn't a possibility right now. I am just feeling so disconnected even more than usual. It's so easy for everyone to say oh go see a doctor, take a vacation, just relax, talk to your family, talk to your friends. I mean do you even realize how big a burden that is to put on someone else? Not to mention my family wouldn't hear me if they were trying. As for the friend referred to above, I can already tell I am wearing thin on her nerves. And I don't know where in the country these magickal free clinics are that will help me cause I researched and there arent any around here. I am completely and totally stuck and I have no clue what to do next. Everything is closing in on me, bill collectors and health problems and regret. I just cant pretend I am ok anymore, I can't just throw on masks anymore. It used to be easier to do but now I just can't even do that. I'm too tired to do anything anymore.

• 25/07/2008 @ 21:00 roze said

  

  Okay - no need for masks here - no need for disguises. Is part of the pretence that you can no longer do, pretending to self at all - or to others? I can hear you feeling quite trapped by life around you and life within you - the word 'regret' stays with me - can you share a little more about that? Love roze