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• 11/02/2008 @ 11:04 SleeplessKnight said

  

  Hey Meandmy - I'm sorry that you had a rough time with your folks, its unfair that you cant choose them, yet they can choose you... I hope you can move on from this, am sure your 'existence' is very important to some people - perhaps focus on them instead?

• 12/02/2008 @ 07:06 meandmy said

  

  I know, but things that occurred back then still hurt me. I know that somewhere there are people that think of me and aknowledge me, but i'm such a ding-dong that i hardly think about that. Thx for refreshing my memory! :)

• 19/02/2008 @ 06:34 Mebenji said

  

  Hello meandmy, I have asked myself these questions too. And why my step-mother married my father if she didn't want and/or couldn't care for any more kids - why marry a man who has 5, when you already have 4 of your own and those by 3 different men before? And what the hell were my birth parents thinking when agreeing that we should have no contact with our birth mother when they divorced? Why did SHE in particular agree to it if she loved us? These are questions I know I will never have answers to. It makes it so hard to believe others could care for us when our own parents do not. It feels such an unhealable injury to me. It goes so deep, past your bones into your heart.
  I can only hope that if I could tell you a hundred thoursnd or more - however many it takes - that I think of you, my heart goes out to you. Go and Cuddle The Bear, Now! That's what zhe is there for. When I feel all alone, I don't say "it's just me" anymore, it's always "Me and The Bear." It amazes me how that feels enought at the time. (((())))s