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Brick created on 05/07/2008 @ 06:05

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  • 05/07/2008 @ 10:57 UMxx said
    UMxx

    ROMH what is it that lies under this these feelings? Has something happened recently that is awful for you? UM xx

  • 06/07/2008 @ 01:58 RipOutMyHeart said
    RipOutMyHeart

    My mother is an alcoholic. When she gets drunk, she follows me around and tells me how I'm destroying her life, and how I should have never been born. She screams at me when I leave the house, but when I stay, she tells me the sight of me makes her sick. On top of her bs, I have to deal with my own mind, which is a horror story in itself. I don't know how to deal with my feelings, and the only way I've ever dealt if either sleeping pills or cutting. I was doing so wonderful, and now... everything's getting bad again.

  • 06/07/2008 @ 02:40 UMxx said
    UMxx

    Dear ROHM,

    Do you think it might be useful to start a TA about all of this? You have a lot to deal with. Apart from your friends have you got any other support - other family?. Is there a counsellor where you study?

    I guess the only thing that I know from my own experience is that the stuff about pills and cutting is not dealing with the stuff that is inside us - they are things which are symptoms. Think about starting a TA and getting some broader support here on the Wall hey? lots of love UM xx

  • 07/07/2008 @ 17:09 inapoppyfield said
    inapoppyfield

    please don't, you won't beleive me but it'll get better

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