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• 05/07/2008 @ 10:53 UMxx said

  

  Goodness ROMH do you need to talk about this? It sounds very dire. Thinking of you UM xx

• 06/07/2008 @ 02:00 RipOutMyHeart said

  

  I don't know what to say.

• 06/07/2008 @ 02:36 UMxx said

  

  Say whatever is in your heart?
  UMxx

• 06/07/2008 @ 03:08 Sehquethel said

  

  =/ Oh me. It's not that I would mind, if you're asking me. It's just that it would hurt me. Just like I know that if I did, it would hurt you. I'm tempted to ask you the same thing... compromise, just because I crave it so much too. But I can't do that, because as much I want it, I don't want to see you hurting ever... Course then there's the whole thing of cutting being a release... and would i rather let you sit in pain and crave it, or let you go ahead and cut and have that release? >_< I don't know what to do. Or say. When it comes to this subject... I have a tendancy to make things worse.

• 06/07/2008 @ 03:09 Sehquethel said

  

  I love you, by the way.
  And I could never hate you.

• 06/07/2008 @ 03:13 UMxx said

  

  You pair do love each other. That has to count for something in this weird world.

  I think that there is a middle path between craving to cut and cutting or craving to cut and staying in pain.

  Neither are okay - What is a middle way? Underneath the cutting there is a cause that makes you feel this way. I don't need to know just as long as you both know what it is inside your own hearts that leads you to feel like this. She do you really have a tenancy to make things worse - you always sound like a wise soul in a young body. Take care
  UM xx

• 06/07/2008 @ 14:11 Sehquethel said

  

  Whenever I talk about this particular subject to someone who understands it so well.. we both usually end up craving it more... =/

  But it's been 9 months since I've cut myself.

• 07/07/2008 @ 04:01 UMxx said

  

  Dear Seh, congratulations - 9 months is a serious victory to be celebrated. I hope you have given yourself a treat - that takes guts.

  I know this sounds a bit crude but the craving might always be with you - everytime something happens - what is different is that at the beginning of every day you decide what to do when you feel it. Easy for me I have kids - won't ever go there again - not while I'm a mum - doesn't matter how much pain I am in - first thing I do is cut my finger nails off and stay safe.

  Anyhow the fact that this is how it is doesn't make it worse - it just is. That's bad enough

  Love to both of you

  UM xxx