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• 03/08/2008 @ 04:59 Sehquethel said

  

  Elaborate, I'm a bit confused.

• 03/08/2008 @ 08:57 UMxx said

  

  Does this mean you are worried that you are not letting your heart the freedom to grow because you fear this sort of love? or ... - you have a wonderful heart - I believe you have to be a really mean and ugly personality to run out of heart. That's not you ROHM - never you. UM xx

• 03/08/2008 @ 17:53 Sehquethel said

  

  Or you could feel that you're afraid to give and give until you have nothing left. But a heart never runs out of love. Especially a beautiful one like yours.

• 03/08/2008 @ 18:08 RipOutMyHeart said

  

  I think it's more that I'm afraid that I'm going to end up hollow on the inside...

• 04/08/2008 @ 03:43 Sehquethel said

  

  And what would cause that?

• 04/08/2008 @ 19:02 RipOutMyHeart said

  

  I don't really know. I just feel like it's all falling out. I can't explain it. Not that I'm giving it all away- like it's leaving on its own. Like there's a hole and it's all seeping out of me.

• 05/08/2008 @ 21:43 UMxx said

  

  Hey ROHM, this sounds like you are in a really low mood - that sense of loss of self. How are you within yourself?

  Sending you a really big hug. love UM xx

• 05/08/2008 @ 21:53 RipOutMyHeart said

  

  It's not low so much as just bleak. I don't like myself very much, and I think I have this fear of being a bad person. I feel like each year, I'm loving less and becoming so much harder. I don't want that.
  Thanks for the hug. ^-^

• 05/08/2008 @ 21:58 UMxx said

  

  Oh this is very sad - bleak eh - sounds like in way of finding it tougher and tougher it is taking its toll. What do you mean becoming harder? like you don't want to risk yourself or becoming more used to pushing people away?

  You know just being away of this feeling and not wanting it may be the real reason why this won't happen - you are very in touch with your emotions. Has anything happened of late to take away you hope?

  Have another big hug xx UM

• 17/08/2008 @ 04:11 thrash_unreal said

  

  surprisingly, darling, there will always be something left. even when you think there isn't.