Hurt.

Aviva

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I used to be very suicidal & I cut myself. I still am but now when I get those thoughts or feelings I know how to deal with them better. But it's still hard & sometimes I give in to them. I've struggled with it for 2 years now & it'll be three soon... I'm really trying though.

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07/04/2008 @ 14:21 SwimUpstream said

Thank you for your honesty Aviva - you sound like you have made some positive steps to get control of your emotional health. I wonder, are there any specific triggers that might set you off?
13/04/2008 @ 10:41 Aviva said

There are... mostly when there's a lot of fighting & I don't know how to escape it. I suck at arguing & I tend to panic & I look for the quickest & easiest ways to end them & sometimes when they're over I still don't know what to do with my emotions & I make decisons for the worst.