What are you waiting for????

Anonymous

Brick created on 29/06/2008 @ 22:27

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I finally told him I loved him...love is meant to be shared... not held inside... at least he knows... He is still someplace else in this world right now... who knows where at the moment... but......... at least he knows I love him... and that I will always accept him unconditionally... and if that is all it can ever be, so be it... god I miss him... and I feel deep inside it will be more... someday I'll share all these secrets with him... so he will understand the depth of my love... he is more than worthy of it... I am honored to know him and love him. Someday, maybe he'll honor me by letting me love him the way I long to.

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30/06/2008 @ 11:07 UMxx said

This sounds really hard Anon - thinking of you UM xx
30/06/2008 @ 21:02 Anonymous said

Thank you UM... it's not easy... but I'm pretty happy in my life in general.. so that makes it easier.. it's not like I sit around all day and pine for him... I have a life I love, but I love for him to be a bigger part of it. I think about him a lot, and sometimes it hurts I miss him so much... but this wouldn't be any life without a little pain... if I get lucky, I get lucky.. and if I don't... well.. he'll always be a part of me... he's changed the way I view life... and I will never forget him. Maybe I'm overly dramatic, but only when I really let myself feel what I'm feeling... otherwise I cope and get on with my life.
30/06/2008 @ 22:42 UMxx said

Hey anon, the only thing that I am now certain of, is that I coped and got on with life out of balance with what I did in allowing myself to feel what was inside me. I wonder if those feelings need to get out more? Keep making those bricks Anon they are great to give the feelings a focus. be well UM xx