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• 09/10/2008 @ 16:20 HIMDarling612 said

  

  I'm here if you feel like you need to talk.
  Sincerely, --HIM

• 09/10/2008 @ 16:22 silentwarrior said

  

  ive had the most fantastic day, but now im griped with the sudden fear that im not going to make it through the night.

  i cant do this

• 09/10/2008 @ 18:11 silentwarrior said

  

  f- it all just f- it all. but then i thouhgt no i want to fight this.

  i want to open my mouth and have the words flowing out , to be understood without having to reasort to pen and paper, which they just ignore.

  how do you do it? i open my moth to say i need help and end up saying "bannanas"

  now am off to find my strength, i seem to have misplaced it.

• 09/10/2008 @ 18:29 HIMDarling612 said

  

  what gives you the feeling that you can't make it through the night? what is making things so difficult that you don't think you can do it?
  Who's ignoring you when you say you need help. We won't ignore you, feel free to let it all out here. The people on this website are amazing at helping people with problems...you just have to trust them.

• 09/10/2008 @ 18:56 Wolfie said

  

  Hey SW - can you tell us why you had such a fantastic day? Let's start with the good stuff.... Big hug. Wx

• 09/10/2008 @ 19:53 UMxx said

  

  I am here too SW, just ease of a bit if you can and try not to put too much pressure on your self.

  You are undertaking a really big challenge and it is tough - thinking of you and sending you warm wishes for strength and courage. love UM xx

• 09/10/2008 @ 21:27 roze said

  

  and me too - we can make it through - hang on in there - we are with you. love roze

• 10/10/2008 @ 01:48 LoquaciousRJ said

  

  hey there SW!.. just so you know, we care for you, esp me.you're not going through this alone..thinking about you...hugs! (:

• 10/10/2008 @ 15:07 silentwarrior said

  

  thanxs guys.
  last night i was so abgry, one of my mood swings i think.
  i was just pacing the full lingh of my house, shuting, kicking and hitting.

  now just have a terible headache. i keep trying to explain these mood swings to mmy dr but it doesent sink in. i am terified of hurting someone.

• 10/10/2008 @ 15:58 roze said

  

  Were you angry about anything in particular or was it one of those times when it all just boils over? I sometimes pace and shout, hit the wall. But somehow it is not the wall i am angry with ..........Have you thought about chaning your dr SW? Rxx

• 10/10/2008 @ 17:23 silentwarrior said

  

  im not sure if i can, shes the psych who deals with my case.

  it was definatly a case of boiling over.

• 12/10/2008 @ 01:49 LoquaciousRJ said

  

  yupp, pent-up anger kept inside tends to boil over.. you are the one who's controlling yourself. i suggest take some time to cool down and think it over. it will be okay. really it will. the skies always clear up. :D

• 13/10/2008 @ 12:56 silentwarrior said

  

  thank you

  sos about all i can manage at the mo

• 14/10/2008 @ 11:40 UMxx said

  

  thinking of you SW - lots of love and hugs UM xx