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• 26/05/2008 @ 12:10 roze said

  

  Great brick. Like the image. As a usual insomniac, i have become an unusual sleeper in the last days. I think it is to do with a more gentle pace - not having anything planned for 9 days when my kid was away - i am now going out every night doing stuff like seeing films with friends, having dinner, meeting folks for drinks; the prospect of a last-minute weekend away at the end of this week; exercising more; getting work done at a less frenetic pace. It is like i took my own stress down a level and yet nothing seems to suffer for it - quite the reverse. No doubt i will be joining the nite club soon however. Nice one SS. Rx

• 26/05/2008 @ 12:54 Mebenji said

  

  Good one, Squeazy! If it wasn't that my eyes don't focus terribly well because of the nystagmus (primarily as far as this is concerned) I would swear I saw it flicker.

  I am not sure that having alcohol is such a good idea. Must find out more about it, I think. I mean, we know A LOT of alcohol might make you unconscious. You might pass out on the floor and wake up with your face in vomit - I presume you don't want to do that. I have a feeling a little, like a glass of wine, maybe two, is alright. If you want to use it like this, maybe get some more information form someone who knows a little more than me.

  Oh, just thought. Much as I love cheese - I know it makes me dream more vividly. (as well as other 'complications' when I eat a lot of it). Usually I wouldn't mind that part - just because lately having those particularly horrible dreams I have determined to cut back on it again.

  I'll be around, Squeazy, if only to offer any more ideas I might find or think of later.

  Hope you sleep better now your gf is home.

  -Mebenji

• 30/05/2008 @ 17:37 Mebenji said

  

  I don't know how this has happened again. I was pretty good last week averaging 1:30 a.m. (I'm thinking Wednesday to Wednesday - when I see my Psychiatrist and I tell him or he asks and I tell him.) Yesterday it was nearly 4 a.m. and now, it's 2:30 a.m. I didn't think I would be up - thought I was sliding into being tooooo tired to care even about eating yesterday, but still 4 a.m.! Right now, I just don't know where the time has gone. How'd it get to be so late, without noticing or feeling the tiredness overwhelming me like I thought it was going to do again. If I hadn't promised myself to check my email for Wall messages I would have put my groceries away and gone to sleep. I feel sure of it. I feel I should've given the Club a shout earlier...now I am going to bed. Oh, bloody hell, I've got my medication first...
  See you all 'round the Wall
  -Mebenji

• 31/05/2008 @ 16:01 Mebenji said

  

  Oh, HUULLO! Is anybody in here? I'm gonna eat some potatos soon. Then maybe a tomato too. So, I thoutht I might be around a little while longer yet.
  -Mebenji

• 31/05/2008 @ 20:18 roze said

  

  Hey there. It is early for me - so this is like pre insomnia state! I hope the potatoes and the tomato helped. It really sucks when time just jumps out at you - like there are bad and good times to be awake. I have learned to love whenever i am awake - and not let the bad stuff in. how about you Benj? Rx

• 01/06/2008 @ 03:56 Mebenji said

  

  I don't like it when I am upset and all I want to do is get away from it in sleep - my ususal method. I have slept though it wasn't until a couple hours after that post above at (your time) 16:01. and now, we'll see what time I am awake again - my time now is 12:55 and am posting this now to see what time your time.

• 01/06/2008 @ 03:59 Mebenji said

  

  & I feel as bad as I did before I went to bed.

• 01/06/2008 @ 06:46 roze said

  

  I am now awake and actually had a good night's rest. But i know those times when i do not are awful. Can you nap during the day at least? Rx

• 01/06/2008 @ 07:00 Mebenji said

  

  I do that too. I fact I think I will be quite soon. With all that is going on around the Wall, I'm just about rolling on the floor crying my eyes out - it is very exhausting.
  I wanted to catch up with nippercat today too, (as well as flitterbug - her situation hurts so much). I just don't think I can do much more right now.

• 03/06/2008 @ 11:35 squeezedshut said

  

  Hi. Is anyone here? Kinda bad night again. Was doing so well for a week almost. Have not been to the the Wall yet. Better check otu what is happening. Take care, Squeezy

• 03/06/2008 @ 12:08 Mebenji said

  

  Hey Squeezey, what happened?

• 03/06/2008 @ 12:26 squeezedshut said

  

  Dunno. Just a lot running around my head. Wanna get these bits of college work finished. Kinda wondering what i do next. Gonna try to sleep now and need to be up in a coupla hours. It sucks. Take care, Mji, Squeezy