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• 21/01/2008 @ 22:47 bebe said

  

  Thank you so much. I don't know what he wants or not but I know he doesn't want me anymore. As far as I go, I am ok with that now. This brick makes me think of what I just embarked right now, a new job... I hope I am the best they've ever seen...

• 21/01/2008 @ 22:49 bill said

  

  I am sorry he does not want you bebe but it is good that you are ok with that now. I am sure you are going to be the best - you obviously have a maturity that will see you get there. Good luck with it!

• 21/01/2008 @ 22:56 roze said

  

  Hello bebe - your comment is a response to what i wrote on your brick...and it sounds, as Bill says, that you have done really well to be able to move on to some extent. A new job sounds very exciting - my work continues to thrill me - and i hope i get there with it too! Hope yours goes well.

• 27/01/2008 @ 18:51 reddragonflame said

  

  I remember working for quite a major company (I say "remember"... it was only half a year ago) but being pretty young I was convinced I'd screwed up most days.

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:00 bebe said

  

  Hi Roze...
  Its been the hardest thing, we recently "sorta' talked and he was "torn" because he still has feelings and knows we'll be together again, but doesn't think I'm ready, in another words in his eyes not until I am successfull or completely independent will we ever be together... I think he's on the verge of "too late for that"... My job is sending to Oklahoma this whole week for training... I am so excited, I was just named Lead of all the southwest division.. I'm only 24, and I will "boss" around people twice my age... Im nervous and happy.. As they say, I am bringing new dynamics to the business...

  If he only knew... Oh well

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:09 roze said

  

  Hi reddragonflame - it is sometimes difficult to have faith in yourself but then along comes bebe and reminds us that we can do amazing things - that is such good news - and i am sure you will be wonderful. As for him, maybe he just does not deserve you!

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:24 bebe said

  

  You know what, I am at that point where I've made many changes to better myself so that I can be a better person, and I have come to the realization that maybe he doesn't deserve me at all... I just hope (because I love him so much) that when he finally sees that I am all that he wanted and then some its literally not too late... I am trying to make the effort to move on from him...

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:26 bebe said

  

  You know what, I am at that point where I've made many changes to better myself so that I can be a better person, and I have come to the realization that maybe he doesn't deserve me at all... I just hope (because I love him so much) that when he finally sees that I am all that he wanted and then some its literally not too late... I am trying to make the effort to move on from him...

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:37 bebe said

  

  You know what, I am at that point where I've made many changes to better myself so that I can be a better person, and I have come to the realization that maybe he doesn't deserve me at all... I just hope (because I love him so much) that when he finally sees that I am all that he wanted and then some its literally not too late... I am trying to make the effort to move on from him...

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:48 roze said

  

  you are doing so well - and make sure you do it for you - when you get to where you want for you - he will no longer be important

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:51 bebe said

  

  Thats the saddest thing though... deep down I don't want him to stop being important... oh well... time is the one that will make this all go away...

• 27/01/2008 @ 19:56 bebe said

  

  Thats the saddest thing though... deep down I don't want him to stop being important... oh well... time is the one that will make this all go away...

• 12/03/2008 @ 08:08 Mary said

  

  It takes so much hard work and perseverance to make things happen - and sometime sheer force of will is not enough, other things just get in the way.